TAG | The Book Love Tag

JEEZ I KEEP GOING MIA AND I DON’T KNOW WHY OR HOW IT JUST HAPPENS. I’M SORRY WORDPRESS FRIENDS.  PS: Don’t think I haven’t been reading, I just really didn’t like what I read and went through this epic slump of slumps.  I hated how every book I read was just “sub par” or so redundant.

Anyways, I decided to get back into it I would do a tag called “The Book Love Tag”.  Sound good? Yep.  Inspired by the lovely Calliope the Book Goddess (check her blog out, here).


You guys know that one of the last posts I made was based on me epically fangirling over the beautiful creation that was A Court of Mist and Fury by Sarah J. Maas.  If you have yet to read it, think of the Shatter Meromance but on drugs.

I’ll leave it at that, and also this snippet from A Court of Thorns and Roses,



I honestly am SO EAGER to see what happens between Dorian and Maven in Empire of Storms.  I kind of ship them in such an excellent way.  I also really love Juliette and Aaron from Tahereh Mafi’s Shatter Me series.  Also, Will & Tessa from the Infernal Devices by Cassandra Clare.


I CAN’T GIVE ANYTHING AWAY (SOBS) (RUNS INTO CORNER).  If you’ve read ACOMAF you know EXACTLY what I am thinking of.


It’s not that I couldn’t stand them at the beginning, because I could.  But I became heartbreakingly disenchanted with Tamlin and Feyre by ACOMAF.  It just wasn’t meant to be and it’s so painfully obvious.


I really hate non-conducive love triangles.  IF the author has the talent to do one and not fuck it up I am the happiest person alive.  However, most authors really just do it because everyone else does it.  And… I hate that.

My favorite romance trope is one where the male recognizes that the female doesn’t need to be saved and just wants to be her equal.  The male understands that women can be strong and independent and they don’t need excessive hand holding.  The key here is that there’s equality in the relationship, proper character development, and trust.


Not typically.  I almost always root for the couple the author pushes.


Done right? Look at ACOMAF.  Done wrong? Look pretty much everywhere else.


My favorite is honestly a jumble between anything seen in Maas’s books or Clare’s TID.  However I really hated the Clary/Jace/Simon fuckery.


I do love the friendship between Kenji and Juliette <—- I JUST TWINNED SO HARD WITH CALLIOPE LOL. Kenji&Juliette are the shit, an EXCELLENT example of a friendship in YA.  Another FANTASTIC one is the relationship between Yelena/Janco/Ari in Maria V. Snyder’s Chronicles of Ixia.  If you haven’t read that chronicle you NEED to.


I think this comes with my age, but anything filthy (the sexual kind) in YA.. bridging it to a NA read.  Seriously there are some STEAMY scenes coming out in fantasy books lately and it’s absolutely brilliant.


I absolutely agree with Calliope here.. As Feyre and Rhysand are my top couple right now, I really think that Rhysand would be super excited.

Boop boop, okay that’s it for this tag.  I think I might make an update post on everything I’ve been reading?  I don’t really remember much of it because it was so boring, but I’ll see y’all tomorrow. PROMISE.

Seriously, I promise.  PS. I’m going to Comic Con/Book Con in NYC.

Review: Firstlife by Gena Showalter


Firstlife by Gena Showalter

Pages: 480
Harlequin Teen
Published: February 23rd 2016
Genre: YA Fantasy
Goodreads Rating: 3.81/5
My Rating: 3/5



Tenley “Ten” Lockwood is an average seventeen-year-old girl…who has spent the past thirteen months locked inside the Prynne Asylum. The reason? Not her obsession with numbers, but her refusal to let her parents choose where she’ll live—after she dies.

There is an eternal truth most of the world has come to accept: Firstlife is merely a dress rehearsal, and real life begins after death.

In the Everlife, two realms are in power: Troika and Myriad, longtime enemies and deadly rivals. Both will do anything to recruit Ten, including sending their top Laborers to lure her to their side. Soon, Ten finds herself on the run, caught in a wild tug-of-war between the two realms who will do anything to win the right to her soul. Who can she trust? And what if the realm she’s drawn to isn’t home to the boy she’s falling for? She just has to stay alive long enough to make a decision…

This has been a highly anticipated novel for me since I saw it floating around the blogosphere.  The synopsis immediately grabbed my attention – first life, after life, choosing sides? – it all sounded so. damn. cool.  And honestly, the idea is really cool, however it fell pretty flat.  I’m so, so disappointed by the execution of this novel.  Instead of repeating what the synopsis is saying, I’m going to jump right into this review, so get the gist of it from there and continue on!


This novel was full of action… and an endless, angsty love triangle.  The synopsis makes this sound like it would be a battle between realms and Ten fighting to figure out which side to claim.  But what it rudely (yes, rudely) left out was that Showalter was also going to run an angst-filled LOVE TRIANGLE for the entire storyline.  The love triangle began in the first chapter and soared right to the very end, and the worst part is that this novel would have been ten times better without the romance.  The concept of this series was so cool that this novel did not need a love triangle, and it’s so frustrating that Showalter chose to kill its ranking by incorporating shitty love.

I noticed a lot of similarities between Firstlife and Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi, and not in a good way.  If you’ve read those books, you likely remember how obsessed with numbers Juliette was.  Ten is honestly not that much different, in fact they probably would have been friends if you had stuck them in a room together.  There were a lot of parallels in their personality and I feel kind of ripped off by this.  In Shatter Me, Mafi has this really beautiful and poetic way about incorporating Juliette’s obsession with numbers; and in Firstlife Showalter just makes Ten weirdly obsessed with numbers and “making up poems”. Ten and Juliette both start off being locked up, they’re both obsessed with numbers, they’re treated like shit in the asylum/prison, they meet a boy they fall in love with (both were dicks and had brown there), they meet some evil bad guy to fall in love with (who happens to both be sexy and blonde), they have to choose which “side” to be on, they’re both “special”.  You get my drift.  It just seemed poorly done and I’m rather annoyed that Showalter didn’t give any credit towards Mafi when she discussed Ten’s obsession with numbers in the interview at the end of the novel.  I really thought she got inspiration from Shatter Me because of the similarities.

The whole time we follow around this “special” 17 year old main character who refuses to choose a side and yet we are never told WHY.  WHY is Ten so against just choosing a damn side?  What is she fighting for?  What is she fighting against?  People are literally DYING left and right trying to get her to choose and she just fucking la-dee-da’s around complaining about the “pressure”.   If you’re going to write a novel about an MC opposing “the man”, at least give us a freaking reason.  We are NEVER given a solid reason for this, so Ten just ends up coming off incredibly selfish and spoiled.  Why does she need men to constantly save her? Why can’t she be a strong MC like the synopsis suggests?  Why do females constantly have to be weak in YA literature?  I don’t get it.

The plot holes are big enough to blow a tire out.  It is constantly stressed that each person must choose a side, for if they don’t they’ll end up in the Realm of Many Ends.  This is especially true when it comes to our favorite MC, Ten.   Ten dies like 3-4 times in this novel, goes to the “cursed” Realm of Many Ends, and she just gets resurrected like NOTHING happens.  It’s like “Oh you died? Insert 10 coins to keep going!”. Constantly.  And the worst part is, when she gets resurrected the first time she STILL REFUSES to choose a side, even though she saw what awaits in Many Ends.  It doesn’t make any sense.  If you go to a land of horrifying creatures and acid rain and torture, why the hell would you not do everything you can to never go there again?

I’m pretty “meh” and sad about this novel.  I would have liked to see more badass-ery and strength from Ten, less info-dumping, and just a better execution in general.  The writing wasn’t the best, but it was easy to read.  Although this novel boasts 480 pages, they go really quick.  I read this book in one day and I don’t feel like I missed anything.  I do recommend this book, but I don’t think I’ll be continuing on with the series.  I really didn’t fall in love with any of the characters and the setting just wasn’t that interesting by the end.

3/5 stars.

Tag | Totally Should’ve Book Tag

Another day, another tag!  I saw this floating around this past week and finally decided to swipe it!

Let’s get starteddddd!


1) Totally should’ve gotten a sequel


Oh my god guys, have you read this?  The Scorpio Races is a book I read years ago, but it was so damn good.  I really enjoyed it and was so sad when I realized it was a standalone.

2) Totally should’ve had a spin off series


Totally. Totally. By now, my early subscribers know I am obsessed with SJM’s works.  But I would preen and frolic and jump with excitement if I saw a spin off of this series.  The world is so well developed and intriguing it would have been awesome to have another spin off.

No, the witches don’t count. *hiss*

3) Totally should’ve ended differently


Okay I said it. I said it. I can’t take it back.  I LOVED (caps necessary) this book, okay? Loved it.  But I think it could’ve had a different ending.  Why you gotta play on my emotions John Green? Ugh.

4) Totally should’ve had a film franchise



There is no explanation necessary.  But honestly guys, WTF is Hollywood doing?  This would be AMAZING.

5) Totally should’ve had a TV show


This would be a totally amazing series and I don’t know anyone who would disagree.  There’s so much content and awesomeness going on I really think it would be a sick tv show.

6) Totally should’ve had only one point of view



I really, honestly, think that there were way too many POV’s in The 5th Wave.  When I first read this question I automatically thought of this book.  Why?  Because the POV’s were just over done, confusing, and really obscure until you read several pages into the chapter.

Let me revise, not one POV, but maybe 2.  I think 2 would have been solid.

7) Totally should have a cover change


Look, JLA is the shit when it comes to writing easy and intriguing reads.  But some of her covers honestly make me question everything.  I think these covers (especially for the Lux series) make the books look kind of cheap.

8) I totally should’ve stopped reading


The regret is so incredibly real.

9) Totally should’ve kept the original covers


So I realize this is a US cover (released first) versus UK cover but honestly they should have attempted something similar (or perhaps the same…).  I think the UK cover is kind of tacky…

10) Totally should have not pre-judged


Guys I seriously wish I smacked past me.  These books are one of my top reads.  I seriously loved them.  So easy to read, beautiful writing and covers, so detailed.  I loved it!!

Whew, okay, done!  I hope you guys enjoyed my version of “Totally Should’ve”.  I’m tagging a few people below but if you want to do it I TAG YOU NOW. :]

I Tag…

Beth @ Betwixt these Pages

Shannon @ The Little Wise Owl

Chloe @ Paint and Butterflies

Joey @ Thoughts and Afterthoughts

Betty @ What’s on my Bookshelf?


Review: Ignite Me by Tahereh Mafi


Ignite Me by Tahereh Mafi

Pages: 421
February 4th 2014
Publisher: Harper Collins


The heart-stopping conclusion to the New York Times bestselling Shatter Me series, which Ransom Riggs, bestselling author of Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children, called “a thrilling, high-stakes saga of self-discovery and forbidden love.”

With Omega Point destroyed, Juliette doesn’t know if the rebels, her friends, or even Adam are alive. But that won’t keep her from trying to take down The Reestablishment once and for all. Now she must rely on Warner, the handsome commander of Sector 45. The one person she never thought she could trust. The same person who saved her life. He promises to help Juliette master her powers and save their dying world . . . but that’s not all he wants with her.

The Shatter Me series is perfect for fans who crave action-packed young adult novels with tantalizing romance like Divergent by Veronica Roth, The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins, and Legend by Marie Lu. Tahereh Mafi has created a captivating and original story that combines the best of dystopian and paranormal, and was praised by Publishers Weekly as “a gripping read from an author who’s not afraid to take risks.” Now this final book brings the series to a shocking and satisfying end.

WOOOOOOWWWWWW!!!!!!!  Holy SHIT this book was perfect.  Seriously guys I am bowing down to the writing overlords because this series finale was one of the best I’ve ever read.  It was jaw dropping, tear jerking, gasp WORTHY.  Like I have NEVER(!) gasped or wanted to cry so much.  SO MUCH HAPPENED AND TWISTED AND I HAD TO SLEEP BECAUSE I COULDN’T REVIEW IT IMMEDIATELY.  I read this book in one sitting, that’s how good it was.

Sorry guys, too good not to.

Starting off a little after where we left off, Juliette is saved (obviously) by Aaron.  Although Juliette is stronger, she still has a lot of hesitancy around Aaron.  It’s conflicting to fall in love with somebody you believed was the enemy, and you clearly see that in Juliette’s actions and thoughts.  I loved how we slowly began to see the cracks in his outer shell, I loved that we got to know him, I love that we saw his weaknesses and fears.  I love that he was humanized in a way that we never would have expected.

“Judge me,” he says, “all you like. But I have no tolerance,” he says sharply, “for a man who beats his wife. No tolerance,” he says, “for a man who beats his children.” He’s breathing hard now, “Seamus Fletcher was murdering his family,” he says to me. “And you can call it whatever the hell you want to call it, but I will never regret killing a man who would bash his wife’s face into a wall.”

It’s always been apparent that Warner takes pride in his appearance; his outfits are impeccable; his clothes fit him like they were cut for his body.  But now I finally understand why he took such care with my wardrobe.

He wasn’t trying to patronize me.

He was enjoying himself.

Aaron Warner Anderson, chief commander and regent of Sector 45, son of the supreme commander of The Reestablishment.

He has a soft spot for fashion.


In Shatter Me, I honestly thought Aaron was obsessive and a psychopath, and it is really, really, satisfying that we get to find out the truth about him.  By the end of the book you are 100% cheering for him and wanting #jaaron to be a thing.  All of his prior reasonings and tendencies are pretty much cleared up by the first fourth of the book, all that is left is Juliette’s prejudices and preconceived notions.  He proves time and time again how supportive, loving, thoughtful, and caring he is.  He storms into buildings full of enemies for her, he saves her life, he patiently encourages her to be her best.  And when Juliette realizes this, it’s honestly the most satisfying feeling. Ever.

He found a way to save my life.

With no demands. No expectations. Believing full well that I was in love with someone else, and that saving my life meant making me whole again only to give me back to another guy.

And right now, I can’t say I know what Adam would do if I were dying in front of him. I’m not sure if he would save my life. And that uncertainty alone makes me certain that something wasn’t right between us. Something wasn’t real.

Maybe we both fell in love with the illusion of something more.

I loved the progression of Juliette and Aaron’s love story.  It was steady but strong, it was Aaron waiting for Juliette to truly open her eyes.

“You deserve so much more than charity,” he says, his chest heaving. “You deserve to be alive.” He’s staring at me, unblinking.

“Come back to life, love.  I’ll be here when you wake up.”

In the process of helping Juliette, Aaron has his moments with Adam and the rebels too.  Ultimately making “kind” with them (not friends… just kind), and learning about his family.  There were some hilarious moments between all the characters too.

Warner scratches the back of his head. “Do you never get exhausted being so wholly unbearable? You have as much charisma as the rotting innards of unidentified roadkill.”

I hear an abrupt wheezing noise and turn toward the sound.

Kenji has a hand pressed to his mouth, desperately trying to suppress a smile.  He’s sharing his head, holding up a hand in apology.  And then he breaks, laughing out loud, snorting as he tries to muffle the sound. “I’m sorry,” he says, pressing his lips together, shaking his head again. “This is not a funny moment. It’s not. I’m not laughing.”

“Are you out of your goddamn mind? You think we can take on two hundred soldiers? I know I am an extremely attractive man, J, but I am not Bruce Lee.”

“Who’s Bruce Lee?”

Who’s Bruce Lee?” Kenji asks, horrified. “Oh my God. We can’t even be friends anymore.”

“Why? Was he a friend of yours?”

“You know what,” he says, “just stop. Just-I can’t even talk to you right now.”

The love triangle train was taken, crushed into a blob, thrown against a wall, swallowed by a pack of wolves, regurgitated, then set on fire until it became nothing more but ash.   It was irrevocably destroyed to the utmost extent, and in the process completely assassinated Adam’s character.  Guys, Adam warped into a monster.  He became SUCH an asshole.  If you thought the past two books were angsty-drama, this shit was a whole new level.  Shit literally hit the fan.  Adam went CRAZY on Juliette and I honestly felt so saddened by it.

No– you don’t understand anything,” he snaps. “You don’t understand me, you don’t understand yourself, and you don’t understand that you’re acting like a stupid child who’s allowed herself to be brainwashed by a psychopath”


“I don’t give a shit anymore,” Adam says. “She can go do whatever the hell she wants.” He turns to me again. “You want to be with him?” He points to the door. “Go. Drop dead.”

Ice is eating away at my body.

“You don’t mean that. Don’t say things like that, man. Once you say that kind of shit you can’t take it back-”

“Oh, I mean it,” Adam says. “I really, really mean it.” He finally looks at me. Fists clenched. “Thinking you were dead,” he says to me, “was so much better. It hurt so much less than this.”

But Cat,” you say.  “This is just showing Adam was heartbroken by Juliette, it’s not indicative of him becoming psycho.”  Oh? No?

Time freezes all around us.

The stage is set:
Adam and his wild eyes, his rage and red face.
Kenji standing next to him, annoyed, slightly confused.
And me, my hand still locked in Adam’s viselike grip, his touch so quickly and easily reducing me back to who I was when we first met.

I’m completely powerless.

But then, in one movement, everything changes:

Adam grabs Kenji’s bare hand and presses it into my empty one.

For just long enough.

Need I say more? Fuck guys, this just shattered me.  Because we learned of Adam to be sweet and kind, and Mafi just completely slaughtered his character.  Slaughtered anything and everything he could have become.  Her reasoning?  To set the stage for #Jaaron.  But I really don’t think she had to do that.  Just damn.

So back to Jaaron, because although overtaking The Reestablishment was supposed to be a major part of this book, I really don’t think it was.  80% of this book was devoted to the love triangle and setting the stage for the finale.  So,  I thought I’d spend the rest of this post showing why this romance was so utterly perfect.

It’s the kind of kiss that inspires stars to climb into the sky and light up the world.  The kind that takes forever and no time at all. His hands are holding my cheeks, and he pulls back just to look me in the eye and his chest is heaving and he says, “I think,” he says, “my heart is going to explode,” and I wish, more than ever, that I knew how to capture moments like these and revisit them forever.

Because this.

This is everything.


In the end, the rebels did end up overtaking the Supreme Commander, however I don’t really feel like it was that big of a deal.  I kind of feel like Mafi was like “Oh wait, it’s not just a romance book…. They’re supposed to be overtaking the government”, and the end was kind of just shoved in there. It just seemed way too easy to be accomplished.  Out of the 421 pages, this probably took up the last 30-40 pages.  The rest was everything else I talked about.  I honestly think this could have gone on past a trilogy, I truly believe that Mafi could take about the post-Reestablishment because there was no epilogue.  Regardless, I loved the book.  I loved the development of certain characters and I loved how the love triangle played out (for the most part…).

I give this book 5/5 stars.

I climb into his lap. Cup his face in my hands, tilting his chin up so I can see his eyes. I’m smiling a stupid smile. “I think that’s so wonderful,” I tell him.

“Do you?” He grins. “How interesting.”

I nod. Over and over again. And I kiss him once, very softly.

Warner closes his eyes. Smiles slightly, his cheek dimpled on one side. He looks thoughtful now. “How strange this has all become.”

I feel like I might die of happiness.


Summing up Sunday: February 8 – 14

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!  I spent most of the day hanging out with my boyfriend and eating food.  I spilled Pepsi on my white coat though so that’s a pretty bummy thing.  I hope you all had an awesome, loving day!



This week I read 4 books:

  1. Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi – review here!
  2. Cruel Beauty by Rosamund Hodge – review here
  3. Unravel Me by Tahereh Mafi – review!
  4. Haven by Kristi Cook

I really had a slow reading week.  I was working super hard hours trying to get my work done before our trip to Philly for the SJM/Dennard book signing.  Unfortunately, the weather screwed us over and we ended up not going.  Talk about disappointing!

TV Shows

GUYSSSSS guess what premiered this week?  Grey’s Anatomy, Scandal, and How To Get Away With Murder.  also started to watch Outlander and I kind of really enjoy it.  I won’t lie,  I actually stopped watching Scandal and HTGAWM because I didn’t like the direction they were going in, but I was too lazy to get up and change the channel after Grey’s so I ended up watching them.  #runonsentence.

I keep ending up one episode behind on Shadowhunters but I have to admit I really enjoy the adaptation and will keep watching it :).

Valentine’s Week

Ahh, I’m so sad it’s over!  I kind of got tired on all the shipping I was doing (it gets redundant after awhile).  Here’s all the posts I did:

  1. Shopping Guide for the Book Lover
  2. Top Ten Tuesday: Ultimate Couples Moments In YA Lit  (my favorite post I did!)
  3. Stunning Book Covers I Love 
  4. The Classics Book Tag – don’t classics just scream romance?
  5. Book Love Tag

Review: Unravel Me by Tahereh Mafi


Unravel Me by Tahereh Mafi

Pages: 461
February 5th 2013
Harper Collins


it’s almost
time for war.

Juliette has escaped to Omega Point. It is a place for people like her—people with gifts—and it is also the headquarters of the rebel resistance.

She’s finally free from The Reestablishment, free from their plan to use her as a weapon, and free to love Adam. But Juliette will never be free from her lethal touch.

Or from Warner, who wants Juliette more than she ever thought possible.

In this exhilarating sequel to Shatter Me, Juliette has to make life-changing decisions between what she wants and what she thinks is right. Decisions that might involve choosing between her heart—and Adam’s life.

Once again, lets give a round of applause for another stunning cover.  This is likely my all time favorite book cover.  It’s just so beautiful.

Our story begins a little bit after the point where we left off in Shatter Me, but now in a place where we would have expected.  Juliette is struggling to fit into Omega Point.  Being newly ostracized by her “equals” and barely seeing Adam, she slowly begins to regress to her previous self.  A big part of the beginning of this book is seeing Juliette struggling to make connections she so dearly needs to make.

Adam is in a constant struggle for most of this book.  He has an ability which enables him to deflect peoples powers – but with a twist.  The more he becomes comfortable with someone, the weaker his power becomes.  This discovery presents a huge issue with Juliette, and something bad does happen to Adam because of this.  The result?  Juliette breaks up with him to save him, and they’re both completely shattered.  But that’s the only similarity you see between them – Juliette uses this heartbreak to become stronger, whereas Adam has very little – if any – character development.

Kenji plays a big role in this book.  The platonic relationship between Kenji & Juliette is completely refreshing and shocks her into growing up.  He destroys her MANY times in this book with logic and a “get over it” speech.  Some of his lectures were incredibly harsh but they provided a solid kick in the ass for Juliette.  She ends up maturing a lot, sulks much less, and starts to become an active member of the underground rebel community.  So not only did Kenji serve a big role in getting Juliette out of her ass, he did it while providing some much needed comic relief.

The romance is heartbreak-y and twisty with a side of love triangle.  Yep, our favorite villain, Warner  Aaron, is back with a vengeance.  And I have to admit his perspective and thoughts of Juliette are super insta-lovey.  He is madly in love with her and it kind of blows my mind.  I’m trying not to ship it… but I slowly am… and I just don’t understand how it got to this point.  Oh wait…. now I remember….


It’s like Adam was a thing in Shatter Me and now he’s not, and all his lines are now shifted to Aaron and it’s so conflicting.  You really want to hate Aaron but you kind of can’t and it sucks but it’s perfect #aaaaaaaahhh.  We also get to learn what Aaron’s ability is and it gives you so many happy feels because you ultimately want Juliette to be happy.  I just don’t like feeling like Mafi bribed us into being “okay” with this pairing by using pages upon pages of love scenes between them.


I’m not really sure if I like this book more than the first.  I think the writing took a little bit  of a hit.  One of the major things I loved about Shatter Me was how poetical it was.  There still was a tinge of that in this book but it wasn’t done as well and it’s noticeable.  I am really excited to see how book 3 pans out.  Also #teamjaaron.

Valentine’s Week Day 5: Book Love Tag

book-love-tag.pngFinally a tag that I can properly use for my Valentine’s Day theme!  I am snatching this up from the lovely Kelly @ Stellar Scrutiny.  

After my Valentine’s plans fell through – thank you, weather – I suddenly have a completely open schedule.  How am I going to fill my time? Reading, blogging, snacking, and trying to maintain my diet/workout plan. I also started to watch Outlander on my Mac and I have almost completely marathoned the first season in less than 24 hours.  Anyways, here’s the tag! :]

1. Your favorite book couple.

This isn’t fair.  There is way too many! Ugh.  I’ll go with Aelin + Rowan.


But if Sam was still alive I would have chosen them.



2. Your Top 3 Book Boyfriends or Girlfriends.


Rowan (Throne of Glass), Jesse (Near & Far), and Will (The Infernal Devices)

3. Imagine your favorite book couple. Who would propose, and how? (If there’s already been a proposal: who would be more into organizing the wedding?)

When I think of Aelin & Rowan, Rowan would propose but he’d probably take a million years to do it, he’d also probably pledge his existence to her (again) while doing it.  I definitely think Aelin would go all in for the planning.  She may be an assassin and a Queen, but she is really girly.  I think she’d love planning.

4. Unpopular opinions time! Name a popular pairing you can’t stand.


Just nooooooo *cringe*

5. What’s your favorite and least favorite romance trope?

really love the “enemies become lovers” trope because the females are typically always strong-willed and independent.  I hate the insta-love.

6. Do you ship non-canon couples often? Name some if you do.

For my Shatter Me friends… I kinda like Kenji and Juliette….  I know they’ll always be a platonic thing but his honesty with her makes me really happy.


7. Your opinion on love triangles. Go!


8. Favorite and least favorite love triangle?


I have to agree with Kelly, the Matched love triangle was pretty bad.

9. Sometimes romance just isn’t the way to go. Favorite friendship?  

Fellow Shatter Me readers, you know exactly who I’m thinking of.


10. What’s your favorite scene with your bookish OTP?
Well I actually did a post on my top ten favorite couples moments here!

11. Imagine your favorite book couple again. Who’s most excited about Valentine’s Day (either ironically or genuinely)?


Review: Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi


Shatter Me by Tahereh Mafi

Pages: 338
November 15th 2011
Publisher: Harper


I have a curse
I have a gift

I am a monster
I’m more than human

My touch is lethal
My touch is power

I am their weapon
I will fight back

Juliette hasn’t touched anyone in exactly 264 days.

The last time she did, it was an accident, but The Reestablishment locked her up for murder. No one knows why Juliette’s touch is fatal. As long as she doesn’t hurt anyone else, no one really cares. The world is too busy crumbling to pieces to pay attention to a 17-year-old girl. Diseases are destroying the population, food is hard to find, birds don’t fly anymore, and the clouds are the wrong color.

The Reestablishment said their way was the only way to fix things, so they threw Juliette in a cell. Now so many people are dead that the survivors are whispering war – and The Reestablishment has changed its mind. Maybe Juliette is more than a tortured soul stuffed into a poisonous body. Maybe she’s exactly what they need right now.

Juliette has to make a choice: Be a weapon. Or be a warrior.

Take a moment for me, okay?  Just look at how beautiful this cover is.  I always say that a cover should be representative of the books content.  And in this case, it is 100% true.  What’s better? All the books in this series are just as beautiful.

First and foremost, the writing is stunning.  The style and quality of Mafi’s writing is something so unique and refreshing.  It’s poetical.  And honest to God guys it’s such a beautiful thing to read.  At first I was kind of thrown off by it because it’s not a typical way that YA is written, but Mafi did it exceedingly well.

I open my eyes and he’s standing right in front of me.  My heart is a field of lilies blooming under a pane of glass, pitter-pattering to life like a rush of raindrops.  His jaw is as tight as his eyes as tight as his fists as tight as the strain in his arms.

“You’ve always known?” 3 whispered words and he’s broken my dam, unlocked my lips and stolen my heart all over again.  I can hardly feel the tears streaming down my face.

“Adam.” I try to laugh and my lips trip on a stifled sob. “I’d recognize your eyes anywhere in the world.”

The book starts off with our female MC, Juliette, locked in an asylum’s isolation room because she has the ability to kill people with her touch.  She’s been there for almost a full year, and she’s kind of crazy going crazy.  It’s a dystopian with x-men powers mixed in.  Not unique, but not overplayed either.  Without giving too much away, we follow Juliette on her journey of being slowly re-introduced to the realities and mysteries of the now-destroyed world.

Juliette’s character development is 100% there.  Just like in the synopsis, certain words and phrases are crossed off with a pen/pencil in the book.  At the beginning it’s frequent, but by the end it’s rare.  To me, this is completely synonymous with her growth as a character.  At the beginning she’s unsure of everything except numbers – “there’s ___ cracks in the wall” “there’s ___ steps to here, turn left, wall gets soft, __ more steps” “I’ve been here for __ hours, __ minutes, ___ seconds”  “I hold count to ____ before anyone shows up”.  And it’s so damn sad.  Numbers are the only truths in her life, the only thing she is absolutely certain of.  And it honestly makes her seem like she’s finally cracked from being in isolation.  However, by the end of the book she’s getting necessary interaction, affection, trust, and it helps her grow in so many ways.  Juliette is a beautiful human being, and you see this throughout the entire book.

This book is told in first person, so when you read the crossed off parts you know she’s mentally correcting what she’s thinking to herself.  I’ve never felt so connected to a MC before and I think the writing is what made me feel that way.  Honestly some parts of this book made me genuinely sad for Juliette.  She has such an abused upbringing you can really feel how much she’s given up.  All I wanted to do was give her a hug and be her friend.  All she wants is a friend!  Uggggh. Serious sad face forever.

I’m conflicted on the romance.  The romance was insta-lovey… but not… at the same time.  It’s like Mafi knows that people hate the insta-love trope so she took it and twisted it so it wasn’t really insta-love anymore.  Pretty much the whole book is dedicated to Adam and Juliette’s love story.. I think it’s even in the first chapter where Adam is thrust into the storyline, but not without necessity.  Adam plays a vital role in the progression of Juliet’s character and storyline development.  Adam’s role is completely necessary.  So although the love is kinda questionable, you kind of have to leave it or else the entire book unravels.

Mafi makes a play on a love triangle and then completely warps it to OUR (the readers) delight.  The other big player in the book is Warner* (not Warren DERP FOREVER), and he psychotic.  Yes, seriously.  He’s madly in love (????) and obsessed with the power that Juliette holds.  He tries to court her and woo her, he tells her the sweet nothings of being evil and how they’re perfect for each other.  He forces her to sexualize her body in tight dresses and punishes others to threaten her.  He’s a fucking perfect villain, and by the end of the book you really want him gone.

Overall, I can’t believe I never took a chance on this earlier.  It was honestly the synopsis that threw me off – I didn’t like the crossed off parts because it made the book seem really weird.  However, I am super glad I took the plunge and read it.  I’m already halfway through Unravel Me (book #2) and I love it.

4/5 stars.